I don't know what's going on. I'm really not happy today. I wasn't yesterday either... I hate when something is bothering me. I know it's a combination of many things, but don't know what they all are. There must be some way for me to figure it out. I keep thinking maybe I'll feel better when I get to work, but I'm dreading going there.
I just want to drive and be able to go places like other fucking people in the world. Why is that so fucking much to ask? Leave the house at will? I am so annoyed and sad today.